Stress Reliever?

Not right in the head

1. Name one person who make you laugh last night?

Can I put Youtube? 

2.What were you doing at 0800?
Dreaming of my alarm clock. Every single morning, without fail.

3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Stressing with my diagnosis dilemma. 

4.What happened to you in 2006?
2006? Full of drama and experience. No regrets though.

5.What was the last thing you said out loud?

6.How many beverages did you have today?
Mum said to drink at least 6 glasses of plain water.

7.What color is your hairbrush?
Green and brown. Macam pokok tak? HAHA

8.Was was the last thing you paid for?
I think it was for my groceries in Sommerfield. Or if you're referring to cash, then I paid for lunch at Assam Restaurant last Friday.

9.Where were you last night?
At home, flipping through thick books.

10. What color is your front door?
Brown. Brown is good. Brown matches any colour.

11.Where do you keep your change?
In a tupperware. HAHA I don't bring them everywhere ok! Saving is good. Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit.

12.What's the weather like today?
It was sunny. I think? Couldn't be bothered as I was NAILED to my study table.

13.What's the best ice-cream flavor?
Haih, what is wrong with this question? I like EVERYTHING about ice-cream.

14.What excites you?

15.Do you want to cut your hair?
I do!!!!!! But then short hair will make me look fat. ;( And me love doesn't like me in short hair anyways. 

16. Are you over the age of 25?
Nope. I'm 12. HAHA

17.Do you talk a lot?
Of course not!! ; )

18.Do you watch the O.C?
No. Surprisingly, I don't really follow that much TV shows.

19.Do you know anyone named steven?
I think there's a Steven in class. 

20.Do you make up your own words?
Like what? F*ck = Fish cake and curry?

21. Are you a jealous person?

22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.

23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Kuala Kangsar. Haha I know I know, dia kata friend. But that was the first thing that came to mind!

24. Who's the first person on your received call list?

25.What does the last text message you received say?
Ok by Aidil. What a waste of free text. Wait, the sentence itself is contradicted. 

26. Do you chew on you straw?
That's a BAD BAD HABIT! If you do, STOP NOW! You know how fugly that makes you? :D I'm serious! You hamster.

27.Do you have curly hair?
Nope. It's just wavy and out of place and unfriendly.

28. Where's the next place you're going to?
Kitchen, to make myself a late snack.

29.Who's the rudest person in your life?
I don't give a damn. Gasp, do I sound rude to you? Wth la kan.

30.What was the last thing you ate?
Quaker oats. I've been having healthy meals lately! I lost 5 kg in 1 week. *Grin* Actually, I'm not proud of it.

31.Will you get married in the future?

32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Past 2 weeks???? Are you kidding me?? Owh gosh, I feel so old thinking about it. 

33.Is there anyone you like right now?
Go, go! Ask the obvious again!!

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Just now. Dishwasher counts right?

35. Are you currently depressed?
Does work make me depressed? HELL YES.

36.Did you cry today?
No. Too occupied. Eh, nak sangat ke tau I'm depressed or not, whether I cried today or not. Such a pessimist. 

AAAHHH!! 80 more days till I see familia! 


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Big Boy

Ariz dah besar kan? Look how macho he is now. ;)

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The toaster gave me jinx.

Three quarter of our flat had a black out, including my room.

Our tomato puree fell from the fridge and splattered all over the floor and on the wall, half an hour before my essay test.

It starts to rain like fck here, and wind does a fcking better job too. It's suppose to be spring, b*tch!

I'm damn frustrated my new favourite purse is kulit babi jugak. Nak tutup dua mata ke tak? Fck. Takda kulit lain ke nak guna?!?! Ostrich lagi lawa dari kau la babi. *Sorry kepada sesiapa tak support leather for fashion but just right now, give me a break!

My exam starts early and time doesn't really favour me.

I have 2 essays, 1 report and 2 class tests next week before Easter break starts.

I know people can be selfish but you're only rich when everything is moderate. Since I already know how to make suppositories for your fcking rectal use only, you better watch out and be considerate. Don't turn me into a 3D: devil drug dealer.

I cut my right pointer with a spring from a broken hair clip. The cut is deep and it can still bleed. Cause me TIME to do my fcking drugs la!!

And I for once, couldn't even care of crying.


And for once, I think cleaning my room is therapeutical. I will do it tomorrow. When and if I wake up on the right side of the bed.

Do not despise/judge me by my nice language.
Thank you

I will update the list in case it goes on. Please anticipate.

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I made a call to my telephone banking. To get my balance. Wasn't outstandingly happy. 


Originally wanted to get me a pair of boots and a pair of flats. However, things never get into hand when it comes to Buchanan Street.

Singgah ZARA and got three nice tops. Although I don't really need any more tops sebab almari pun dah tak muat dah. I use one compartment of my book shelf for my clothes that I can't hang in my closet yang dah cukup besar. One organic cotton top that's for a good cause that says "MEOW". Another with a free cotton vest attached to it, thought they were sewn together. But they weren't! So I can wear the vest with any other top. And another that says, "Don't Speak what you Don't Understand". Don't tell me its crap! (In denial)

Then went to MANGO and got a seven quarter black pants. So that I can wear them when I get back to Malaysia. Tak leh pakai shorts, tak baik. Yes Mummy, you would be glad I bought that! Hehehehehe and I don't have any bottom to wear kat Malaysia anyway. Skinny jeans don't go with hot weather. Go to hell la "biar derita asal jelita" pun.

And then went to Fraser's to continue my shoe hunt. Semua yang lawa mesti kulit babi. Up to the point where I know how kulit babi shoes smell like. That's how bad it was, if it's bad in the first place. So instead, I got a purple Ted Baker purse yang lawa and surprisingly murah! I was looking for a good purse since December! Didn't know it would find its way to me NOW. Alhamdulillah. Hehehe! I AM SOOOO THRILLED WITH MY CATCH!

Tomorrow, I will go get the Jason Mraz hat from Urban Outfitters. YES! Jason Mraz has done me good. I'll see you soon. Yes yes.

I'm so glad. Haiiihhhh. Continue study. Thank you.

p/s: My essay test went great! Except I only mentioned central nervous system and not specifically central imidazoline. How could I not remember when I have my name, Imi on it. Other than that, alhamdulillah semua yang di-study, semua keluar. *Diuretics tak keluar. And whyyy la I'm telling this?

Thank you for the company. I really enjoyed it. ; )

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A Good Man

To all you men out there.
Just in case you're having your dilemma of your life.
This has nothing to do with me. Clearly, I'm a girl. ;)

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

After a long, long wait; I met you
This must be a joke of faith
Rain comes down but I need to hide when lightning strikes
In my dreams I wander through everyday without you
I am anxious to know if you're doing well
And if you fell asleep already

Please one more time, dance with me tonight
Tonight, I'll once again have a sweet time with you in my dreams
We shared stories as we easily matched our dance steps
The toxic reality, time is following through a maze to find the key

Are the tears of my outstanding love just a misunderstanding?
Only the flowers that hold my last hope?
My wounded heart is haunting me
Okay I'm sorry, I'll think in a different way

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

With a lost appetite, I take a picture out of my wallet again
Like an idiot, I'm checking my empty inbox for texts
Because of my longing for you
I will erase everything without evidence

The romantic pureness of one man
Is a shout from deep inside his heart
But it will be fixed by time
By a stinging pain called 'separation'
Please don't have too much of caffeine and alcohol
Even my reflection in the mirror ignores me

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

My persisting rage and pride become tears in my unmoving eyes
The fine rain comes, and she can't forget me yet
You can't forget me, you can't forget me!
A good man, she can't forget me
A bad man, I'll forget you
A bad man, am I a bad man?

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

Credits to: Jeska, Zerohundred.

If you know where this came from, I give you the honour to tell everyone! 

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Yo ma mann spidermann. Ok poyo.

Tough tough week! Had my practical last Friday, managed to complete two prescriptions in 2 hours, alhamdulillah. But not really confident on their quality. Buat pun cincai boncai. Haiihhh. Hopefully it'll turn out well. Had to do a suspension at first, and then an ointment. Tuhan sahaja tahu betapa penatnya tangan dan mental sewaktu itu. After that, managed to finish my 3,300 words essay! Whippee!

Currently stressing with class tests and reports. Classes dah kurang sikit, so I can somehow concentrate on studying past chapters. This Thursday I'll be having a Drugs and Disease class test. Essay test! I can't remember all the drugs for goodness sake! Tolonglah.

I was hungry just now and wanted to fry some eggs and toast a couple of bread. Unfortunately for me, the toaster broke, and managed to black out three quarter of the flat. I know! Why did it not affect the whole flat! So it was only my bathroom, the dining room and Chris's room that was alright. Luckily it was only 4pm, which means Chris would be back in 2 hours time. Sementara tu carik la fuse box, nak tolak tapi tak leh tolak pun! Chiiiissss.

Then my laptop died. GOOD! All my work in there ntah hidup ke tak. It started to get dark so I switched on the lights in the dining room and lit up candles in my room. Tak pasal-pasal romantic. Which made me feel ultimately sleepy. Aish! Thank goodness Chris was right on time and managed to get all the lights back on. I still blame the toaster. Maybe because I dropped cheese in it. Hehe

Did I mention I went to see JLS on Sunday night?!?! Oh I didn't. Jodoh temukan saya dan JLS. Oh my weren't they smoking hot!!!! I tried to control myself to not shout like a crazy fangirl. Please pat me on the back because I was successful! Hehe I was less than 5 meters away from them! OHMYGOD! My arm ached for recording videos of ALL their performances. They are HOT, they are GOOD SINGERS, what else what else. Owh tak boleh nak cakap apa dah. I promise I'll put up the video/photos later alright.

JLS triggered something. I became bored of my hair after I saw them. Don't ask why! It IS boring. Long, straight, boring. I always wanted to have long hair. And I'm quite proud of myself having it this long. *Smug* And taking care of this length hasn't been a hastle. Not yet, and not till forever I hope. 

I can't have short hair. It'll make me look fat, with an ass bigger than it already is, even if short hair looks so cool on people. I don't think I can pull it off. And long hair looks better on me, majority voted. And when I do cut my hair, I will start complaining if it doesn't look good and someone would get sick of hearing this. Yes, I admit!

Have you heard of this airline ****air, will be charging for toilet entries?? Crazy right? They even said they'll charge for anything that's possible of charging. CRAZY. Orang lain boleh je survive. IDIOT.

Missing home right now. Hope things are better. Still haven't heard from him myself. Wonder what and more importantly HOW he'll tell me. Tak call-call lagi sebab my credit dah finish, and I'm busy to go and top up. Anak useless tak? Haiihh I feel so bad for not caring enough. It's fine. 85 more days! OMG, which reminds me. Exam's timetables are out! Tak tengok pun lagi! AAGH I hate this. Not prepared for ANY of the subjects. Nak nangis! Wish I can be as hardworking as you both. And yea, TAKE CARE WILL YOU!

Let's go! Let's go!

Geunyang Utji

Congratulations Inna.

I miss all of you, crazy traits.

I Just Smile.

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Happy Birthday, Nurjannah Ahmat!

We have been in the same class for 5 years! 

We have been lepak-ing and usha-ing guys at Midvalley since 14. You were 13, sangat maju.

We have been gossiping and screaming and shouting and acting like crazy girls.

We have grown so much together. I miss all of those.

Happy 20th Birthday, NJ!!!

Welcome to the 20s. It will be different, I assure you that. 


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Nak nangis! Tapi tak nangis pun. Still tak nangis-nangis lagi, Alhamdulillah. Dia masih tabah. 

YTK!! (Ya Tuhan Ku!), hari-harinya dipenuhi dengan kerja yang berlambak. Sampai makan boleh lupa, jarum jam ke mana pun tak sedar, tapi masih ingat untuk mandi, ya. Bila makan chocolate lima inci rasa macam nikmat semacam. Sungguh tak disangka boleh sampai begini. 

Sebelum percutiannya yang sebenarnya takdalah sehebat mana, (Dua minggu tak ke mana, pergi tengok Jason Mraz kat London je, HO YEAH!) yang akan bermula pada awal April nanti, dia mempunyai sepuluh deadline

Ya. Setelah mengira jumlah semua kerjanya, boleh dikatakan akan memberi hasil 10,000 patah perkataan dan beberapa ratus nombor. Harus dicatatkan dalam rekod personal. Lebih mendukacitakan, printernya yang besar gedabak itu pun boleh hilang! Menyesal tak tak pergi beli printer baru masa NY sale? Menyesal kan? Kan? KAN? Padan muka.

Mungkin kerjanya tidak sebanyak mana seperti kalian sangkakan tapi dalam lebih kurang tiga minggu ni, hidupnya akan begitu hectic! 

Adakah anda sedar tentang penyalahgunaan ubat-ubatan di kaunter farmasi seperti ubat batuk dan ubat menurunkan berat badan? (Over the counter, OTC, "Legal but Lethal drugs")

Bagaimanakah anda hendak buktikan tiada perbezaan antara miu A dan miu B? Gunakanlah MINITAB.

Apakah langkah-langkah yang wajar sekiranya seorang remaja hendak membeli dadah dari anda dan memberi syarat agar tidak direkodkan? Pergi mampus sama dia. HAHA eh salah.

Apakah diagnosis anda daripada sampel yang diperhatikan dan ujian-ujian yang dijalankan? 

Mata panda, confirm. Gunakanlah concealer!

Namun begitu, oleh kerana tiket untuk pulang ke Malaysia sudah dibayar (haih, habis £££.££), semangatnya kekal menggunung sambil mengingati yang tersayang, dalam dan luar mimpi (Short term goal). Apatah lagi kerana JLS* hendak datang temaninya pada Ahad ini (Shorter term goal)

Eh crap, wtf am I talking about la?

* Sila Google atau Youtube "JLS X-Factor" kalau hendak tahu.

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Some Sort of a Reminder

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. Owh, thank you. HAHAHA

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Gahaha, thank you again.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. InsyaAllah..

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. No I don't. LIAR.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. Pfft!

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. Hopefully!

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What if I've started and I'm right in the middle of everything and dah 'kakut'?!

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Ouch. Eh jahat gila cakap aku macam tu. I'm turning into a wohman phase, biarlah. Hahaha

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. My heart is a pumping muscle.

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. Terima kasih daun keladi, 2004.

When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. So far so good, Alhamdulillah.

But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. Thanks for reminding. I've seen lots of people like this, very ugly

When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

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Hello Mraz

Jason Mraz and Tristan Prettyman - Shy That Way

Yes you Mraz, I'll be seeing you soon.

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Owh, Yes!

Jeng jeng jeng.. JENG!

The most wanted dessert by far, (not boasting or anything, it has been asked for many times by a few sweet tooth-s. *Smug*)

Sharing is caring yaww. So here's the recipe:


The mousse contains: (Ni terlampau banyak buat label for ubat-ubatan ni.)
300g milk chocolate, chopped (Cadbury is the easiest. But Hershey's would be nice too!)
3 eggs, room temperature, yolk seperated
2 tablespoons caster sugar
1 cup thickened cream (I use Tesco's double cream)
1/3 cup roasted hazelnuts, finely chopped (frankly, I never do. Haha bulky ones are nice for me)

Methodology: (Sah-sah banyak sangat buat ubat-ubatan (=,='))
1. Place milk chocolate in bowl. Microwave, uncovered on medium for 1 to 2 minutes, stirring every 30 seconds. Set aside to cool for approx. 5 minutes.
2. Add egg yolks to chocolate.
3. Beat egg whites until soft peaks form. Sprinkle sugar. Beat until thick and glossy. Fold half egg mixture into chocolate until combined. Fold in remaining.
4. Whip cream until soft peaks form. Fold cream and hazelnuts into chocolate mixture. Serve refrigerated separately in nice, small bowls. (minimun 4 hours)
5. Decorate with strawberries, cherries, blackberries, green white chocolate strips, cocoa powder, ANYTHING! 

In bimbo style, "Chocolate, is the new PINK!" *Snaps fingers*

CAUTION: May cause sugar rush if taken excessively. 

That was the first one I've ever made for our Christmas lunch last year. Not THAT smooth, got A FEW bubbles, but the bulges are from the hazelnuts. Topped with berries, very christmas-y, very nice indeed! Somehow it has a cocoa tint to it. Don't know where that came from. So that's a plus idea for you!

Those are the victims of sugar rush, hehe. With the latest one I made, topped with cherries. Not the best topping choice but still nice. It was creamier, less chocolaty, less sweet, friendlier for those who are not too keen with too much sweet on their tongues.

Notice I don't put them separately in small bowls like how they are supposed to because it's a hassle to make them into 30s! Plus everyone likes it that way. ;)

It doesn't taste the same EVERY TIME I make it. Its either creamier or chocolatier. But both are very nice options ey? 

TIP: To produce a nice mousse, fold in ingredients with a basket of smiles. No blues allowed! Trust me, it'll taste different.


Tell me how it goes!

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