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No more countdowns!


I have been MIA because:

1) I've been busy going here and there spending my last weeks with friends here that I might not be able to meet again. Went to Alton Towers (even though it was pouring like nobody's business! We were crazy to still want to queue up for rides under the winter-ish rain. What to do... Dah bayar)

2) Looking for stuffs here and there to bring back home. My account is officially kering, for the first time in 2 years. That's the event of the year, definitely. (Barang rumah, pakaian, barang badan. Haha)

3) At the end of the day, I become too tired to update this spider-webbed blog. Mianhe!

 
But here I am now! Tired of endless packing. Like seriously, barang semua still nampak banyak in this small room of mine even though I 'packed' them nicely in cases already. What's wrong, barang? 
AND I ONLY HAVE 2 DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now.
Reasons why I don't feel like going back:

1) Too many things to kemas. Not that much things to pack actually (maybe). The flow of packing hasn't come yet. :D

2) Don't think I'll be able to stand the 7 hours-7 hours flight back to KL. If I were to do it like last time, I sleep and by the time I wake up I hear "We are arriving KL" or something like that. And *DING* seat-belts' lights switched on. Yes, I survived in the flight without any food, thank you ***rate*. It wasn't even the fasting month. Should I be optimistic and say "That would feel good! I'll arrive KL in no time!" OR on the other hand say "But I paid for my food, dang it!" Hmmmmmm..

3) I would be only looking forward to work and work and work. No fun this summer, Imi. This year I get to 'escape' the long day puasa. What about next year? Puasa and work. What a good experience, right? Good good. I'm liking it.


I don't quite feel the welcoming vibe of going back unlike last year. Why is that so? I think I know why but I wouldn't want that to be the reason. I regret not being able to 'look forward' to see everyone back home. But maybe that would change once I set my first step? Maybe? Sigh, I hope.

A lot of thinking have been done. And to finally realise my own weakness(es), I feel ashamed. While I smile and laugh I actually hang my head down low. I feel like a coward, an idiot. But what has been done, is done. I cannot turn back time. These are the things that give you the so called 'life experience'? Sigh, I wish.


Why can't you find me on Facebook any longer:
1) Upon realising my weaknesses, Faceb**k gave me a lot of that. I take advantage of my friends and relatives on FB. I don't need to ask "How have you been doing?" because I see them update their status every other hour. Which only shows they're fine. Even if they're not, I know they'll be fine later with another status update. 

2) I get upset even when I'm not supposed to. Your friends go here and there and you only get to know it through FB. THEN, you'll get pissed, upset, disappointed etc. and vice versa. Self-conflict over a small thing isn't really entertaining. And in the end, you'll not only hurt yourself, but others together with you. If you think I'm talking crap, that's fine. An opinion is just an opinion. :) Of course there's the good side of it, getting to get back in touch with long lost friends, and of course friends that you won't meet that much anymore. Obviously I realise that too. But my Class B weighing scale isn't stable.

3) I'll be back in FB sooner or later, so don't worry. ;)


Kesimpulannya, I do this because I love uollz! hahaha 

So if you're in Malaysia, I'll see you soon hopefully. Everyone please pray for me a good journey back home, and dijauhi dari jangkitan kebabian. AMIN.


p/s: I make mistakes, I realise them, what happens after that?

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Paper Frenzy


I'll be starting my exam frenzy tomorrow! Petrified petrified. So it's tomorrow, Thursday and Friday and I'll be free from my 2nd year! (I hope, Amin.)

So this past week I have been living with caffeine, 3 hours of sleep every night and chicken soup (balanced kan? haha). I wish I could get a hold of chocolates and ice creams but that would mean I'll be eating 'em while I read. Not a good habit, no no. 

Not to mention I'm still contemplating on whether I should cut my hair here or when I go back to Malaysia later. The ends are killing me. But on the other hand maybe I should keep them long till I'm back home and that means it would be easier for me to decide what to do to my hair! Right? (Note: Anda, my hair needs proper treatment jugak. A cut is a must!)

With all this stress up and about, my period is going haywire as well. OhMyGdragon! 

Pimples pun dah naik, on my face! That's a bit rare. Not to mention on my scalp. That's normal for me. But on my face?! And my skin is horrible now despite the expensive Clinique! Meanwhile, I'm trying to shift to Body Shop's shampoo. I think Tresemme is too dry for my scalp. But the conditioner is fine. So Body Shop's honey shampoo it is. I bought it online for £2 only. Sweet eh? Don't ask me where, I forgot. (No, I'm not selfish.)

I can't wait till 1600 hours on Friday the 22nd! That's when I'll be shouting "I'm FREE!!". Well not free from Uni but you dig what I mean.

And then we'll be off to Alton Towers and scream our heads off while on the crazy rides for TWO DAYS! OhMyGdragon again!

I shouldn't get too hyped up. 

Here, relax:




Pray for me.

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You're So Hot?


Below are some of the conversations I had for the past 48 hours:


Izura: Eh sekarang temperature kat sana macam mana? Still sejuk-sejuk kan?
Saya: Eh tak lah, dah panas sikit dah, average 15.
Izura: 15 panas?? Try 33!!!!

Ya, saya akan cuba nanti.

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Dad: Sekarang dah panas sangat.
Saya: Tula, Izura ada mention.
Dad: Izura sekarang hari-hari pakai skirt!

(=.=') Ok bapanya.

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Mum: Eeee teruk betul sekarang, Izati. Tak tahan dah la Mummy. Tak leh nak buat ape.
Saya: Tula, Daddy kata Izura hari-hari pakai skirt!
Mum: Memang pun. Panas betul!

I guess you can already say I repeat what others say perfectly. =)

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Syafika: I'm hot!

Ya orang muda, anda hot.

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Ayesha: Malaysia panas gila babi.
Saya: I know, I heard!

Aku dah tak sanggup berlakon 'don't know' dah.


Elisha: IMI! MALAYSIA PANAS! Duduk dalam rumah pun tak leh buat apa! Dulu 37!
Saya: You're not the first to say that, really.

Hmmm, marilah tanam pokok banyak-banyak.

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Martin: Come here, sit under the sun with us.
Saya: No, it's hot and I'll get sun burnt. Even though I'm wearing sun block.
Martin: Wearing sun block already?? You're from Malaysia, you should get used to the sun.
Saya: Well, we don't stay under the sun. We stay under the shade, of course!

Betul tak? Betul.

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Lagi nak anticipate balik Malaysia? Lagi.


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Electrified


Yo ma mann spidermann. Ok poyo.

Tough tough week! Had my practical last Friday, managed to complete two prescriptions in 2 hours, alhamdulillah. But not really confident on their quality. Buat pun cincai boncai. Haiihhh. Hopefully it'll turn out well. Had to do a suspension at first, and then an ointment. Tuhan sahaja tahu betapa penatnya tangan dan mental sewaktu itu. After that, managed to finish my 3,300 words essay! Whippee!

Currently stressing with class tests and reports. Classes dah kurang sikit, so I can somehow concentrate on studying past chapters. This Thursday I'll be having a Drugs and Disease class test. Essay test! I can't remember all the drugs for goodness sake! Tolonglah.


I was hungry just now and wanted to fry some eggs and toast a couple of bread. Unfortunately for me, the toaster broke, and managed to black out three quarter of the flat. I know! Why did it not affect the whole flat! So it was only my bathroom, the dining room and Chris's room that was alright. Luckily it was only 4pm, which means Chris would be back in 2 hours time. Sementara tu carik la fuse box, nak tolak tapi tak leh tolak pun! Chiiiissss.

Then my laptop died. GOOD! All my work in there ntah hidup ke tak. It started to get dark so I switched on the lights in the dining room and lit up candles in my room. Tak pasal-pasal romantic. Which made me feel ultimately sleepy. Aish! Thank goodness Chris was right on time and managed to get all the lights back on. I still blame the toaster. Maybe because I dropped cheese in it. Hehe


Did I mention I went to see JLS on Sunday night?!?! Oh I didn't. Jodoh temukan saya dan JLS. Oh my weren't they smoking hot!!!! I tried to control myself to not shout like a crazy fangirl. Please pat me on the back because I was successful! Hehe I was less than 5 meters away from them! OHMYGOD! My arm ached for recording videos of ALL their performances. They are HOT, they are GOOD SINGERS, what else what else. Owh tak boleh nak cakap apa dah. I promise I'll put up the video/photos later alright.


JLS triggered something. I became bored of my hair after I saw them. Don't ask why! It IS boring. Long, straight, boring. I always wanted to have long hair. And I'm quite proud of myself having it this long. *Smug* And taking care of this length hasn't been a hastle. Not yet, and not till forever I hope. 

I can't have short hair. It'll make me look fat, with an ass bigger than it already is, even if short hair looks so cool on people. I don't think I can pull it off. And long hair looks better on me, majority voted. And when I do cut my hair, I will start complaining if it doesn't look good and someone would get sick of hearing this. Yes, I admit!


Have you heard of this airline ****air, will be charging for toilet entries?? Crazy right? They even said they'll charge for anything that's possible of charging. CRAZY. Orang lain boleh je survive. IDIOT.


Missing home right now. Hope things are better. Still haven't heard from him myself. Wonder what and more importantly HOW he'll tell me. Tak call-call lagi sebab my credit dah finish, and I'm busy to go and top up. Anak useless tak? Haiihh I feel so bad for not caring enough. It's fine. 85 more days! OMG, which reminds me. Exam's timetables are out! Tak tengok pun lagi! AAGH I hate this. Not prepared for ANY of the subjects. Nak nangis! Wish I can be as hardworking as you both. And yea, TAKE CARE WILL YOU!


Let's go! Let's go!


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Pictures tell a thousand words?



Was just going through my picture folder, from last year, and the previous year and the YTK-what-the-hell-was-I-thinking year!

I'm gonna take my thick face off and put SOME of them up.




Outing kat Ipoh camwhore kat dalam Jusco pastu tunjuk lubang hidung. I really don't have to cerita the obvious right? Dah lah rambut serabai, zaman everyone wants chemically straightened hair!





Masa BBQ birthday Acap kat matrix. Siapa tangkap ni memang celaka. I don't even know why my hair was like that, and my face?! Owh masa ni rambut dah half straight half kurang straight. So jadi bengkang-bengkok berliku-liku dan sangat tak disukai ramai.




To future tourists of London Bridge:
Kalau nak pergi masa winter, pakai tebal-tebal pastu pakai lah topi kalau tak jadi macam rambut atas tu serabai tak hengat dunia!! Dan disebabkan sejuk teramat, hidung nak jadi macam Rudolph's.




Fashion disaster! WHAT WAS I THINKING LA?? This was during Koln Trip Easter 2008.
From top: 
Sunglasses berjasa, CK since Form 1!! Haha sangat tak ikut trend aku nih.
Scarf and jacket okay. Sebab jacket tu mahal from Zara. (Baru jumpa belt dia. Punya kecoh kat semua orang I left it back home.)
FYI people, itu bukan skirt bersama jeans. Dia macam dress I wore inside, but why lah kan I wore it with jeans ku? (Note: Tu jeans kegemaran Evisu kuuu!)
And look at those shoes! Pakai socks putih plak tu. Who can blame ol' Primark. Haha




Ya, look at what 19 years have done to me. Owh btw, Motorola V8 tu sudah tidak digunakan. Guna 3 months je kut! So whoever wants it (ehem.. for a PRICE! In £££ please sebab kalau in RM I will rugi. Currency pounds sekarang £1=RM4.90. Ya betul. Sila datang visit saya di sini dan berlagak kaya.) Muaaahahahaha.
Ok stop. Ada la kawan saya seorang ni ingatkan botol-botol yang sungguh lawa itu adalah DILDO. sldkfjoawemflakmd;oifjakemflkm!!




**Tagged by Ayesha to print screen my desktop background. APPLAUSE**

To the whole wide world, THIS is what I look at every time I open my laptop. And every time it's not full of windows bersepah-ing. 

Ya, you can say it looks cheesy, but what the hell la kan? You will never understand what I've put myself in. (Not like it's a bad thing, no no.) Life is NEVER easy. After successfully jumping through an obstacle, never jump for joy. As you have lots more to go through. Am I right? Yes yes so let's stop crapping. Hehe

Does distance really make the heart grows fonder? No one in this world understands what and how I go through this, only The Almighty does. 

For those who doesn't know, to him, I'm the girl living 8 hours in his past. (And I've never been grateful enough for the unbelievable 4 years.)

Thus, the background! YEAY!


Last one last one.

.Camwhore Cat.



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Hello 2009. Hello sighs.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!


I've been MIA because:
1. Shopping
2. Shopping
3. and more of shopping!!!

Now kena start study balik. Have exams on the 12th. 
Haiiihh, penicillin, penicillin..

I would LOVE to list down what I bought during Christmas and New Year Sale. But it would give me that guilty feeling, you know. So I refuse to. Hehe you should be able to predict HOW MANY £££ I spent. 
Haiiihh, debit card, debit card..

Another long year to go through. Doa-doa everything will be fine. All the ups I would be grateful of, and all the downs I would learn from, are all worth it. Don't you think? Last year was too unpredictable yet 'twas an enjoyable ride. I have never cried as much and laugh as much. 
Haiiihh, emosi, emosi..


**NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT RESOLUTIONS**


Cuma I pray to Allah SWT that I can be strong enough to handle the ujians and dugaans He plans for me. AMIN.

For now, sakit gigi.
Haiiihh, wisdom tooth, wisdom tooth.





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Of TAGS and CRAVES


Boxing Day is near yawww!

So, here is a list of SOME of the things I look forward to:
EVISU skinny jeans
EVISU straight jeans
(semua nak evisu mcm la duit banyak gila)
Seluar tidur banyak2 (the dryer is doing its deeds on shrinking most of them)
Tops (loadssss of them)
New winter coat to love
New spring jacket to love
Pinggan mangkuk collection and what not. (Mummy wants me to collect NOW! so that lepas kahwin takda hal)
*Mum, kahwin pun tak tentu lagi pls lahhh.
Some nice home stuff for deco

Hopefully can get all of them in one go. Hehehe going to Livingston! Woohoooo! Okay2 relax Imi. Jangan berangan, jangan excited nanti ikut jejak langkah Mummy. Mummy selalu berangan dia keluar dari tempat shopping with bags banyak-banyak. Tapi in the end tak dapat ape. Hampeh. So, kita takleh berangan banyak-banyak. THANKS MUM!

This Friday Teera sampai KL. Soooo, me family will be getting their stuff. Can't wait to hear their reaction on what I got for Dad!! Bestnyaaaa, tak sabar. And owh of course, Syidin will be getting his stuff too. Sigh, kept on saying I should be giving it to him myself, but too bad la my dear... =(

Esok kena start study for finals. Patut start today but I had a hard time waking up, no surprise kan? HAHA! Pastu esok pun have to buy stuff for my Chocolate Mousse for Is's Birthday! (And also Christmas)

I'm currently craving (yet again) for PROSPERITY BURGER! Are they out yet? Owh no, please don't tell me! Urghhh, last year pun I craved for the fully peppered beef, that'll take your air flow to the max because it would be too spicy! But the last time I had it, it wasn't THAT spicy as I could recall. So, whatever lah. CRAVE JE! NOTHING BIGGY IZATI IKRAM!

I have yet again been tagged by all these people, dear beloved friends. Disebabkan daku sangap and malas nak study, ni lah dia! Hahaha.


1. Name a person. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Wan Farah Liyana Wan Burhanudin. My high school friend, my lifelong friend.

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her
Insanely hilarious, Insanely spastic, Insanely lovable, Insanely laughable, Insanely sane! 

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
Every time kacau masa prep. Prep nak duduk opposite2 so that can ganggu each other, bukannya so that boleh study together. Sama-sama bengong.

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
IZATI! Bengong tak aku??!!

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
I'm not a lesbo! Saya lurus, tak bengkok. =)

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
Wonder why in the world would she be??

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Erm, nothing. Yelah! Kata IF kan?! 

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
I'm too insane.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Membuli Farahyana! Muaaahahahaha.

10. The overall impression of him/her..
Gila!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
OMG ayu nya pompuan ni!! HAHAHAHAHAH eh cannot. Kena gelak sipu-sipu. Hihihihi (mcm orang Jepun dulu-dulu)

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Simple. Yet complicated. Life is never simple baybeh.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Haduihhh, yea that's it. Sigh-ing is sooo overrated. 

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
Reese Witherspoon. No no no she's not dumb. Hehe

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something to them.
Awwwwwww.

16. Ten people to tag:-
TEN?! I would LOVE to see Ayesha do this. Yup2. But, nonetheless..
1 Ayesha
2 Qiqi
3 Ieka
4 Ali
5 Teddy
6 Firaz
7 Fafa
8 Njay
9 Ayunie
10 Shazwan

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Ouuuuu u wana know? Go to her blog yaww. 

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female!

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Kihkihkih u'll never know. But for now, hotak anda la kan.

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
The kecik with the besar?? Kesian Nj. Hehe you know I love you Ted.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
What eh? Mass comm kan? Hehe sorry babe.

22. Is no. 4 single?
Teruna terulung.

23. Say something about no. 6.
Makin hari makin gemok la lu. Heheheh aku tau kau rindu aku. 



Tagged by Ayesha my lovely biatch. 
01. 1 a.m: That was 30 minutes ago. Syidin just realised he slept all night long with me chatting alone. Kelakar

02. I love it when: he makes me smile. Feel so light.

03. Karl Lagerfeld is: Errrr, sempat google tak? Would u know?

04. Tomorrow: is Nasyee's 20th Birthday!!!

05. I have to confess: I'm a budak kecik jadi jahat. =))

06. If I had one million dollars I would: travel back home and here again just to see you!

07. The future: is what I want to know weyh! Dreams are creeping me out!

08. Maybe I should: Stop all this stupid yet interesting tagging stuff.

09. I am tagging: No one. Doing everyone a favour. Haha



p/s: Finally. FINALLY!! I will be shisha-ing tomorrow thanks to Brother Ali. OMG can't wait! Bow to Shamgate yer Ali.


Random:
Tengoklah betapa hantu-ish nya muka den nak pilih chocolate yang best...

Ya betul! Lain kali kalau nak pilih chocolate, look out for STALKERS!

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