Sigh dunia dah ber-facebook ni susah betul.
When was ever your silaturrahim with someone is determined by your friends list? Cuba cakap sikit.
I feel like I'm walking on egg shells. Kita nak share 'What's on your mind?' kat status tu pun kena pikir perasaan orang lain sebab kita tau obviously dia akan terasa (sebab dia suka makan cili. Orang makan cili dia la terasa, betul tak?).
And so mula lah conflict diri:
"Eh tulis je lah. Tulis macam biasa je status tu, biar la kalau diorang terasa. Bukannya niat kita pun"
"Eh especially after what happened, it happened for a reason. Allah nak tunjuk kita a few strong points. Oleh itu kena la pikir before tulis status tu. Better not hurt people with your selfish needs. Lagi2 kononnya nak terasa tu diorang lagi tua, haruslah hormati orang tua"
So in the end siapa yang pening? Sila vote.
Saya belia! Hehehe. Katakan TAK NAK ya. #wtf
Yang penting, you can't choose who you want to get attention from. Perlukan kasih sayang tapi selective pulak. Pastu tak dapat, buat tantrum stupid. Beggars can't be choosers. #lagiwtf
"Kalau dah satu group pikir macam tu, memang diorang pergi mana2 pun jalan bawah tempurung diorang jugak". Betul tu, tak keluar2. Bak kata Mr Rama, pikiran tu dah tertutup! (with hand motion)
Yang penting (also), blood is thicker than water. Everyone knows that. Literally speaking and also in terms of family bond. Generally speaking la kan, who wouldn't do anything once they see parents/siblings being hurt, especially when shedding tears. Bukannya hari2 tengok air mata mereka, tapi when it happens, of course as a family member we can't help but feel helpless and tersebak.
Even if diorang tak terasa pun, but because we love them SOOOOOO much, kita pulak yang terasa lebih. I remember some random guy showed his middle finger to my dad. I was like WTF WEYH APA MASALAH KAU TAK RETI RESPECT ORANG TUA KE WEYH. My dad being him, jalan relax je buat tak tau. Ni stranger ni. Kalau kawan buat, memang dah putus kawan dah kita. Tak kisah la middle finger ke apa ke. Yang penting (lagi?) dia dah cross the mother fucking line.
Speaking of blood,
MY MUM WILL BE ARRIVING IN LIKE 12 HOURS!!! I CANNOT WAIT!!!!
Dah la. I honestly have a lot more to vent out. But feel that its inappropriate. Ni pun dah over dah ni. Its better to keep most of my words than attend to my selfish needs because honestly saya lebih suka hormati orang tua. Like I said, like walking on egg shells.