Jinxed

The toaster gave me jinx.

Three quarter of our flat had a black out, including my room.

Our tomato puree fell from the fridge and splattered all over the floor and on the wall, half an hour before my essay test.

It starts to rain like fck here, and wind does a fcking better job too. It's suppose to be spring, b*tch!

I'm damn frustrated my new favourite purse is kulit babi jugak. Nak tutup dua mata ke tak? Fck. Takda kulit lain ke nak guna?!?! Ostrich lagi lawa dari kau la babi. *Sorry kepada sesiapa tak support leather for fashion but just right now, give me a break!

My exam starts early and time doesn't really favour me.

I have 2 essays, 1 report and 2 class tests next week before Easter break starts.

I know people can be selfish but you're only rich when everything is moderate. Since I already know how to make suppositories for your fcking rectal use only, you better watch out and be considerate. Don't turn me into a 3D: devil drug dealer.

I cut my right pointer with a spring from a broken hair clip. The cut is deep and it can still bleed. Cause me TIME to do my fcking drugs la!!

And I for once, couldn't even care of crying.

I am DRAINED!

And for once, I think cleaning my room is therapeutical. I will do it tomorrow. When and if I wake up on the right side of the bed.


Do not despise/judge me by my nice language.
Thank you

I will update the list in case it goes on. Please anticipate.

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Shopping!


I made a call to my telephone banking. To get my balance. Wasn't outstandingly happy. 

BUT WHAT THE HECK! I HAVEN'T SHOPPED SINCE NEW YEAR'S SALE!!

Originally wanted to get me a pair of boots and a pair of flats. However, things never get into hand when it comes to Buchanan Street.

Singgah ZARA and got three nice tops. Although I don't really need any more tops sebab almari pun dah tak muat dah. I use one compartment of my book shelf for my clothes that I can't hang in my closet yang dah cukup besar. One organic cotton top that's for a good cause that says "MEOW". Another with a free cotton vest attached to it, thought they were sewn together. But they weren't! So I can wear the vest with any other top. And another that says, "Don't Speak what you Don't Understand". Don't tell me its crap! (In denial)

Then went to MANGO and got a seven quarter black pants. So that I can wear them when I get back to Malaysia. Tak leh pakai shorts, tak baik. Yes Mummy, you would be glad I bought that! Hehehehehe and I don't have any bottom to wear kat Malaysia anyway. Skinny jeans don't go with hot weather. Go to hell la "biar derita asal jelita" pun.

And then went to Fraser's to continue my shoe hunt. Semua yang lawa mesti kulit babi. Up to the point where I know how kulit babi shoes smell like. That's how bad it was, if it's bad in the first place. So instead, I got a purple Ted Baker purse yang lawa and surprisingly murah! I was looking for a good purse since December! Didn't know it would find its way to me NOW. Alhamdulillah. Hehehe! I AM SOOOO THRILLED WITH MY CATCH!

Tomorrow, I will go get the Jason Mraz hat from Urban Outfitters. YES! Jason Mraz has done me good. I'll see you soon. Yes yes.

I'm so glad. Haiiihhhh. Continue study. Thank you.

p/s: My essay test went great! Except I only mentioned central nervous system and not specifically central imidazoline. How could I not remember when I have my name, Imi on it. Other than that, alhamdulillah semua yang di-study, semua keluar. *Diuretics tak keluar. And whyyy la I'm telling this?


Thank you for the company. I really enjoyed it. ; )

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A Good Man


To all you men out there.
Just in case you're having your dilemma of your life.
This has nothing to do with me. Clearly, I'm a girl. ;)

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

After a long, long wait; I met you
This must be a joke of faith
Rain comes down but I need to hide when lightning strikes
In my dreams I wander through everyday without you
I am anxious to know if you're doing well
And if you fell asleep already

Please one more time, dance with me tonight
Tonight, I'll once again have a sweet time with you in my dreams
We shared stories as we easily matched our dance steps
The toxic reality, time is following through a maze to find the key

Are the tears of my outstanding love just a misunderstanding?
Only the flowers that hold my last hope?
My wounded heart is haunting me
Okay I'm sorry, I'll think in a different way

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

With a lost appetite, I take a picture out of my wallet again
Like an idiot, I'm checking my empty inbox for texts
Because of my longing for you
I will erase everything without evidence

The romantic pureness of one man
Is a shout from deep inside his heart
But it will be fixed by time
By a stinging pain called 'separation'
Please don't have too much of caffeine and alcohol
Even my reflection in the mirror ignores me

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away

My persisting rage and pride become tears in my unmoving eyes
The fine rain comes, and she can't forget me yet
You can't forget me, you can't forget me!
A good man, she can't forget me
A bad man, I'll forget you
A bad man, am I a bad man?

I wouldn't be like this if I were a good man
But I'm not a bad man, am I?
Please don't say it was a misunderstanding
With this wrinkled, sentimental heart
The last of my pride is thrown away


Credits to: Jeska, Zerohundred.

If you know where this came from, I give you the honour to tell everyone! 

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Electrified


Yo ma mann spidermann. Ok poyo.

Tough tough week! Had my practical last Friday, managed to complete two prescriptions in 2 hours, alhamdulillah. But not really confident on their quality. Buat pun cincai boncai. Haiihhh. Hopefully it'll turn out well. Had to do a suspension at first, and then an ointment. Tuhan sahaja tahu betapa penatnya tangan dan mental sewaktu itu. After that, managed to finish my 3,300 words essay! Whippee!

Currently stressing with class tests and reports. Classes dah kurang sikit, so I can somehow concentrate on studying past chapters. This Thursday I'll be having a Drugs and Disease class test. Essay test! I can't remember all the drugs for goodness sake! Tolonglah.


I was hungry just now and wanted to fry some eggs and toast a couple of bread. Unfortunately for me, the toaster broke, and managed to black out three quarter of the flat. I know! Why did it not affect the whole flat! So it was only my bathroom, the dining room and Chris's room that was alright. Luckily it was only 4pm, which means Chris would be back in 2 hours time. Sementara tu carik la fuse box, nak tolak tapi tak leh tolak pun! Chiiiissss.

Then my laptop died. GOOD! All my work in there ntah hidup ke tak. It started to get dark so I switched on the lights in the dining room and lit up candles in my room. Tak pasal-pasal romantic. Which made me feel ultimately sleepy. Aish! Thank goodness Chris was right on time and managed to get all the lights back on. I still blame the toaster. Maybe because I dropped cheese in it. Hehe


Did I mention I went to see JLS on Sunday night?!?! Oh I didn't. Jodoh temukan saya dan JLS. Oh my weren't they smoking hot!!!! I tried to control myself to not shout like a crazy fangirl. Please pat me on the back because I was successful! Hehe I was less than 5 meters away from them! OHMYGOD! My arm ached for recording videos of ALL their performances. They are HOT, they are GOOD SINGERS, what else what else. Owh tak boleh nak cakap apa dah. I promise I'll put up the video/photos later alright.


JLS triggered something. I became bored of my hair after I saw them. Don't ask why! It IS boring. Long, straight, boring. I always wanted to have long hair. And I'm quite proud of myself having it this long. *Smug* And taking care of this length hasn't been a hastle. Not yet, and not till forever I hope. 

I can't have short hair. It'll make me look fat, with an ass bigger than it already is, even if short hair looks so cool on people. I don't think I can pull it off. And long hair looks better on me, majority voted. And when I do cut my hair, I will start complaining if it doesn't look good and someone would get sick of hearing this. Yes, I admit!


Have you heard of this airline ****air, will be charging for toilet entries?? Crazy right? They even said they'll charge for anything that's possible of charging. CRAZY. Orang lain boleh je survive. IDIOT.


Missing home right now. Hope things are better. Still haven't heard from him myself. Wonder what and more importantly HOW he'll tell me. Tak call-call lagi sebab my credit dah finish, and I'm busy to go and top up. Anak useless tak? Haiihh I feel so bad for not caring enough. It's fine. 85 more days! OMG, which reminds me. Exam's timetables are out! Tak tengok pun lagi! AAGH I hate this. Not prepared for ANY of the subjects. Nak nangis! Wish I can be as hardworking as you both. And yea, TAKE CARE WILL YOU!


Let's go! Let's go!


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Geunyang Utji



Congratulations Inna.

I miss all of you, crazy traits.

I Just Smile.


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