TGIF? IFA?

TGIF!! Thank God it's Friday!!!!


Yeah right.

More like IFA. "It's Friday?? Already?!"


Please don't tell me I'm the only one saying that. This isn't even the first Friday I announced to myself on my 'upmost depression' of IFA.

The week after Easter break passed by in a blink of an eye. Firstly, all our lab and class schedules were practically cancelled. There was just this one feedback on our essay (which I got 1st grade, unexpectedly, coming from an essay. *Smug smug*). And so I spent my days in the LIBRARY. Told you I'd be studying and working like a nerd secretary.

But still. IFA!! I feel like I didn't even study much for my exam! 

I'M FREAKING OUT!!!! AND NOW I'M STARTING TO GET ALL THIS CRAVES!!! Sabar Imi, sabar. Sabar tu half of Iman. 50 plus days je lagi till you get to eat at Chilli's, Kenny Roger's, Kopitiam, Nasi Ayam Tesco, Mummy's cooking! Haish, makan je ingat. Jumpa family tak ingat ke.


By the way, I realise I have been losing weight the past few weeks. This is PROVEN! My Evisu skinny jeans gave me space! HAHAHA. But apparently, last three days suddenly rasa ketat sikit. Why?! Not like my appetite was that much different! Wait, my appetite definitely changes, but it's the INPUT that counts. Not the desire, the dire needs. Hmmmmm. What ever it is, I'm glad I didn't sell my beloved jeans on Ebay. But I bet after this year's summer, I'll be thinking of the exact same thought yet again. Gwenchana, we learn from experience. ; )


IFA!!! Let's continue studying. I didn't sleep last night, so minta maaf ya. 


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Most Enthusiastic Window Cleaner Award


Our window cleaner will come to clean our windows at 6.50 AM.

Good luck waking us up, window cleaner.

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Days



60 days to my 'comeback' in Malaysia. Haha! Can't wait!

Meanwhile, I've been thinking on how to survive the hot blazing sun there. Even with the average 15 degree C here, I get drained so easily. Think think think! 

Here, I study. Back home later, I work. Plus the stress from the weather AND not forgetting the ridiculous traffic. Obstacles obstacles.

Some how I would like to think my summer 'vacay' later on would be a life turning point. I have no idea why but that is what I feel like. Let's anticipate on what is going to happen (or not). I feel a change waiting for me. Is that suppose to be good?

I have 3 weeks left till my end of term exam. And I'll be done by the 22nd next month, and HOORAY! We will party like no body's business. But for now, we (I) will study and read like how I should! LET'S GO!

Since no one has plans to go to Europe this year, I'll pass as well. Not looking forward to get tanned (or a more suitable word, burnt) over this summer. So the plan is to just stick to UK's entertainment and make a trip to Alton Tower. Please use the power of Google/Youtube for this if you wish.

I'M SO TIRED!

Peace yaw.



*Here's a little something something, waiting for me back home.




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To You. Needn't.


Through out last week, I didn't even realize the time that past by. Was I too tired to track my time? No, I was not conscious of it. My mind was not working, my eyes were closed, my body unmoved. I was a living corpse.

It wouldn't be right to tell you, there would be no point to burden you more. Yet why am I upset?

I am a girl that is still learning to be an understanding person to my loved ones and to be self-less. But I hope you know, there are times that I need to learn about myself, to take care of myself, to cherish myself. As I know, that is what I'm short of and that could hurt me with time.

There is no room for anger. There is only for support. I don't have expectations, but courtesy would be nice.

The choice to shut this off from you is a painful yet hopefully a constructive decision I made. Take a step back and see that I've shared my life with you. So forgive me on this as this is between me, myself and I, and of course Him.

I don't need to be sympathized. I don't need those faces from you. Because your happiness is mine, your burden is mine, and my burden will be kept and locked away far from you. 

Mianhe. 


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Would you?



If God forbids, an accident/disease is to happen upon you, and your memory goes POOF! What happens to the people around you? What happens to you?

Would you be a changed person? A more optimistic person or a sadist? More hardworking or a depressing piece of live meat? A better cook or a gardener? Would you have new interests? 

Would you start from square one? Would you feel tired of knowing 'new' people? Would you feel lost and lonely in your 'new' world? Would you prefer turning into a loner? 

Would your family strive their best to love the new you? Would they accept you for who you are again, as an old 'new born' in the family? Would they take care of you with the same tenderness and warmth of love and care? Would you see their tears, joyful or not?

Would your friends ditch you? Or stay with you and accept you? Would your loved one start from square one, together with you? Would they feel tired after their years of building trust, friendship and love were simply crushed overnight?

Would that feeling of giving up exist? Would you have reasons to cry? Would you see even more clearly the happiness that have been surrounding you for years? Would you appreciate religion and knowledge more? 

Would you? Or wouldn't you?


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