Showing posts with label Diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Diary. Show all posts

In the morning


Woke up today feeling even more tired and forced myself to sleep MORE. Finally got out of bed and went straight to the toilet, had my usual morning business and brushed my teeth. Only after that I glanced in the mirror and I was shocked to see a pair of swollen eyes coupled with eye bags. T.T A tiring yet enjoying weekend, I had.

Hawa's birthday party was on Saturday. As usual, Saturday nights always end late with the never ending boraks. ;) Called Mum and of course dia bercerita pasal cucu-cucunya. Bak kata Azmil, "Sikit-sikit Adam! Sikit-sikit Ariz!". My nephews have groooown. Especially Ariz with his never ending borak. This time Mum said, during a wedding Ariz went "You know what Nena, that old lady gave me a JUNKIE LOLLIPOP!" Sabar je la pak cik kecik ni, hehe!

Went to a car boot sale in Lanark yesterday (finally stepped into Lanark after more than 2 years in Glasgow!) and the weather was soooooooooooooooooo hot! The sun was blazing down on us, literally. Tak pasal-pasal bertambah hitam, and kaki berbelang thanks to my crocs. Got a few crystals, tak nak beli banyak barang just yet because I'll be moving (again) after the term finishes. But the weather was so nice, we just had to get ourselves some ice cream!

After that we had our picnic session by the river!!! Sighh, so nice, to be able to spend the day out with good company and good warm-but-cool kind of weather.

Everyone sibuk makan. NGAP!


Ngap jangan tak ngap!



Antara pompuan-pompuan yang suka berfoya-foya.


Lepas makan, I became this gomok! T.T


After that Nizam brought us to this animal farm-ish place. Dapat walked through a very short track and saw the wide space of land with the "big kipas putih" in the background. Siap ada white deer lagi. Pastu in the "farm" jumpa a pair of black swans, new born kambing biri-biri, goat with a goatie and sheep-ish smile (how ironic, haha!), and fluffy rabbits!! Sayang je tak dapat tengok babi, kalau tak boleh lepas geram kat dia jerit-jerit "BABI!". :)

That night as usual makan-makan at Aunty's place and went home quite early. Everyone was already tired. I slept before midnight! Fuh.

Tomorrow's plan: Go to post office to post Izura's document (baru nak post esok, mintak maaf. Dah lama GILA tak pergi post office, tak gheti dah!) and jalan-jalan cari hospital in Paisley. Hope the weather will be good.

As usual, I will end my day with reading a few notes from uni and keep reminding myself to be a more patient and understanding girlfriend (and daughter jugak ;p)

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Subconscious Part 2


I was suddenly driving in a highway. A jam-packed highway. The weird thing is not the highway. It's the car. I'm not sure how to describe the car, it's definitely not a usual one. It's not made of steel. I can't say it's made of a box either. It's like a polystyrene, maybe? Anyway, it is a weird car.

So I'm driving happily with my laptop at the co-driver seat. Owh me and the lawn-mower are such best friends. We go far away. And we were heading somewhere. I think it's to some city to have dinner after the guys finish their rugby. Owh how realistic.

But somehow, there was a couple who was driving behind me. They were so out of their minds, they pushed me off the road! But I managed to control my light weight car, that I ended up behind a slow trailer. They passed next to me and gave silly faces and pushed me off the road again. And then, the funniest thing happened...

I was driving on a wall of a tunnel!!!

And suddenly I could carry my car like how The Flinstones would, and positioned my car back into traffic. But that didn't end there. The couple's jealousy was not to be messed with. They crashed my car onto the back of the trailer, and so my car was folded nicely. Hahahaha. I was so pissed! I took my laptop and walked to the back of the traffic (don't ask me how) and suddenly I was in an area that kinda looks like in a plane, with the seats arranged like that.

The weird thing was I was happy playing with my laptop and my friends were telling stories of their rugby game. The drama didn't end there.

Ben was telling me they won, and then another said he lied, and a commotion came up. Everyone was screaming and yelling and saying that that's not the real Ben! WTF?! And then I realised there were TWO Ben(s) next to me! With the same tied curly hair and the matter-of-fact face. And so I ran as fast as I could to the back of the seats and saw Mr Love standing in his seat. I quickly ran to him and told him of everything.

In the end, there was him, me, with the two Ben(s) next to me, and suddenly my Dad appeared. He was standing next to our seats and he looked at us both. We were holding hands and I thought of letting go or else what would my Dad think?! But he showed no signs of acknowledging my thoughts and Dad wasn't even bothered. Talk about home sick.

And suddenly I found my car. It's folded nicely and have been transformed into a luggage. WTF.

What a weird dream. I feel like I'm in kindergarten.

p/s: I didn't use the dream analyzer. (Google dream analyzer) Go ahead and check it for me if you want. Haha

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Delayed Mourning


That was our last time together. Early June. You did me good protecting me from cold and wet weather. You gave me an illusion of a good figure, only at times. But most of all, I love the way you're wrapped around me just the way I like it. 

Announcing the passing of my favourite jeans, a genuine Evisu skinny jeans that I could still proudly fit into even during crazy, wicked Alton Tower's trip. 

I won't be able to replace you easily. If I could, probably a few inches bigger since you shrink so badly.

p/s: I loved you too much on first sight that you weren't even for sale yet at that time! See, I was the first in Glasgow to ever get you!

RIP


Bowling Tourney. With late boots. RIP boots.


Dancing? In London.


Budget model time in London.


Envied by many?

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24 Hours Getaway


Friday, went to work like usual. Friday evening, packed my stuff. What for? For a 24 hours weekend getaway. Friday night, got on my ride. Where to? Port Dickson. Later on Friday night, BBQ.

Very early in the morning on Saturday, went to bed. HAHA

Saturday morning, had simple breakfast, went straight to the beach. Since the sun wasn't really out, the weather was just nice. It was raining, even. (So takdala hitam sangat. Belang sikit je. ;))And so we spent time at the beach until 3pm. 4pm, swimming pool. 6pm, shower. 

Dinner, and later balik rumah.

The company was awesome. As always and will always be. Cheers for 8 years of friendship and more. I'm really grateful for everything. And of course I ask forgiveness for any of my indecency. 

The moment I took my first step into home, stress welcomes me. I left for PD and I left all my stresses back home, and so they welcome me back.

Good night.

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London Trip


Went for a getaway to London for the weekend and it was awesome-ness! There were four of us, Aidil, Sina, Tira and I. Tiring but enjoying and memorable.


Friday, 3rd April
Had Pharmacy Practice lab exam in the morning. Lasted 3 hours and all of us didn't know what shit we were making. I even forgot how to fold the powder paper. Aargh. Hopefully everything goes well. I'm so stressed. But other than that, I felt quite relieved that the exam marks the start of our Easter break. And all my tests are done for! For now at least. (All my results for my tests are 1st grade! ALHAMDULILLAH!!!)

So right after that I went back to my flat, made lunch and just sat lazily in bed, browsing through nonsense in the net. I realised I haven't packed anything yet. Yup, going to LONDON baybeh! To watch Jason Mraz baybeh! Ouuu so happy. Packed everything (more like sumbat) in my big enough, purple sling handbag and waited for Aidil to finish work so we could take the train to Aunty Ahnis's place.

I didn't feel so good in the train, kurang ventilation I guess. So it was the second time in a week it happened. The first was when I was at home, hit my head on my bed frame. That's normal I guess. At least tak benjol kat dahi macam masa kat rumah dulu, I passed out in the shower. (HAHA) Maybe blood pressure rendah due to the stress I went through the whole week plus my obvious hypoglycemic. That week was the only week I wished I had my glucose drink. Kalau tak malas nya nak minum every morning. Mummy would nag at me because she knows I didn't take my drink and I would seem awfully tired at the end of the day. Apa nak buat, daku pemalas.

Anyway, everything's fine now, not to worry. Promised that I would get myself checked AGAIN when I get back home. Shouldn't be anything new, insyaAllah. That night I didn't get my sleep because if I do, I won't be getting my full hours and will eventually be more tired the next day. So in the end decided not to. Was sent to Prestwick airport the next morning at half 4. Glasgow was raining like nobody's business.


Saturday, 4th April
Here we are, London! Arrived in Stansted, took our bus to the city. That was the only time I slept, including in the flight. Although I did feel like the trip was longer that an hour, maybe sebab deep sleep kut. It was good. Haha. When we got down, we went straight to this place called Breakfast Bar or something like that. Me likey. I had baked potatoes with tuna and finished with a cup of latte. SANGAT REFRESHING! Sina and Tira shared this lempeng with maple syrup while Aidil had toast with eggs. That is officially my favorite place. It's near Baker Street station kalau orang nak tau/try/pergi. Dekat-dekat with Baskin Robbins. 

Breakfast Bar with thick English talks next to us. So annoying! (Sina, Imi)


Anyhoo, we went to Tira's cousin's friend's place just 2 buildings away, refreshed ourselves and rested for awhile. And after that met everyone else for a picnic! And at last met Illy!! The last time I met her was at my kenduri before I came to Glasgow in 2007. (Wait a minute, THAT long??) Anyway, it was good. And also met EG. The weather was GREAT I tell you. I actually felt like I was in Europe! Not believing the awesome weather London gave us.


Self-cam: Eg, Imi, Illy


Model wannabes? Imi, Aidil


Later we went straight to Hammersmith Apollo. TO WATCH JASON MRAZ!!!! OMG!!!! HE IS GREAT!!!!!!! HE SOUNDS BETTER LIVE AND HIS TALENT IS JUST MARVELOUS!!!! OMG OMG OMG. *Spazzing sekejap* Lepas tu terus suara hilang. Hehehe Tira and I were shouting like hell towards his ending and suddenly realised our voices were gone. Haha boleh tak? 

Waiting for Jason Mraz. Imi, Tira.


Then baru bergerak with Illy and the others to our tempat tidur. Hehe the sleep was amazing. Tira was afraid of the rat traps the house had everywhere so we teased her. She apparently had dreams of our beloved Cik Ti that night. Haha little did she know I heard our Cik Ti berparty2 outside. The next morning I woke up, opened our door and the trash was all over the place. Must've been a good party.


Sunday, 5th April
We planned to have brunch with Hanaa but instead moved it to lunch. Hehe again, sorry Hanaa. We were 2 hours late! But it was nice to meet her. She looked amazing next to shaggy me that day. We had lunch at this Lebanese Cuisine by Harrods. (Owh, bought Mum her tea from Harrods. Yeayyy!) Thank God the meat there is Halal, so I was really filling myself up. Had chicken and lamb mixed grill with salad at the side and something like spicy chicken with chicken puree. To top it all off, we had a great chat, although I did wish it was longer. 

By the end of our lunch, we had to move on to our separate ways. So Illy and Pedek brought us to Campden Town since we wanted to know how the place is like badly! It was good, I kinda felt like I was in Bangkok's flee market. The weather was a bit chilly however. We didn't get ourselves anything, just browsed through, enjoying at the unique collection everyone has. I didn't have cash with me anyways, lupa.


It was then time for us to leave London. Sigh, wish we could stay longer. I had a really good time with Sina, Tira and Aidil. Especially great, meeting Illy, Hanaa and EG. Not to mention Jason Mraz although we were like crowds apart. Hehe who the hell cares, his voice is amazing. 

Right now I'm down with flu which includes fever of course. Wanted to enjoy my break in bed, and here I am. In bed, with a heavy head, sneezing non-stop and high temperature. *Be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it, OUHH!* PCD's song. Ok random. 




I'll eat more sugar. Doa-doa nothing else is wrong with me.



p/s: Shamil's coming to London! I want to jumpa him!!! So happy!!!!!!!

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Paris? CHECK!


The seven of us had a good weekend getaway to the claimed City of Love, PARIS! 

Members of Visite: 
Shukri Anak Baba
Guci by Gucci by Gucci
Pakcik Yus
Najib Silent
Kina the Blur
Tira the sleep walker
ME!


Friday, 6th February
We had chinese buffet dinner at Chikoku (was it?) for dear Kina's farewell. Ate like pigs, eh no. Tak baik nya. Ate like hungry hyenas as we were laughing our head out at the same time as if tu kedai bapak aku punya. And after that brought along our bags, went straight to Guci's place. It was about half past 11. Konon tak nak tidur till 3.30am as that was when we plan to make a move to Glasgow Prestwick Airport. Tira tidur obviously, I rested my eyes. Hehehe. While the guys were busily packing. We made a move to the airport at 20 to four I think. With roads macam balik kampung through Lebuhraya Seremban-Port Dickson, made me miss Nenek so much, eventhough Nenek duduk dekat Lenggeng, tak lalu pun highway. Hehe. 


Saturday, 7th February
**Naik plane, ZzzzZZZzzzzZZzzZ**

Bonjour, Paris!! 
Took the bus to Paris City.

**Naik bus, ZzzzZZZzzzzZZzzZ**

Bonjour, Paris City!!

Ok dah. The moment we stepped down the bus onto tanah Paris we shouted, "Nak balik Glasgow!!!!" Owh why? Because it was freaking cold, that's why! *Membaluti diri dengan scarf berpusing-pusing kali, gear ourselves with gloves, and protect our hair from the dry winter* Took the 3 days metro ticket for 19 euros, and went to the station we thought was nearest to our Hotel Londres, which was Gare de l'Est. Later did we know we passed Gare du Nord, a much NEARER station to our hotel. Dah la ter-mistaken pergi behind the hotel, a laundry place. Haha taruk lagi nama hotel "Hotel Londres"!


Scene outside the girls' room
*After a 2-hour flight. Jangan bayangkan muka after 14-hour flight, thank you*


*Snow in Paris was beautiful..*

So we start the visite.


Basilique du Sacre Coeur
It looks unreal doesn't it??



Galleries Lafayette
Shopping heaven!



Moulin Rouge
Red district yaw!

As it was freezing and we did not really wrap ourselves nicely, our feet were killing us! Decided to call it a day and enjoyed our much needed rest.


Sunday, 8th February
Selamat Pagi, Hotel Londres. Owh boy owh boy, don't they give the simplest yet delicious breakfast ever! *Maternal instincts naik so nak pack bekalan for everyone* We were caught red-handed by a CCTV for stealing croissants! H-E-double L-O Londres! Kita nak makan la, accept it as a compliment please. Hehe owh well, got the croissants anyway. So off we start our Paris Visite!

To add to my Hard Rock Cafe collection, Barcelona, Madrid, Paris baybeh! Then walked to Musee Grevin, a wax museum! Definitely had fun there, met known and unknown "famous people". 



Later went to Cathedrale Notre Dame. Owh did I mention the weather was splendid and fabulous? The sky was clear and blue, and the sun was out, *WITH HEAT!* Tapi kan, why takda those burung kecik-kecik at Notre Dame? Sebab winter kah? Chis, susah payah curi croissant. But then, took the croissants bukan for them, for our perut!! 

Then we decided to walk to Musee du Louvre. Little did we know we took the opposite direction! Padanla jalan for half an hour already, but satu glass pyramid pun tak jumpa. Ya, Geography sorang-sorang fail! So then we gave up and took the metro. And voala! We were there within minutes! 'Twas definitely a beauty.

Notre Dame


Musee du Louvre

Had lunch at KFC. Jangan jealous please.


And the peak of the trip came.


*EIFFEL TOWER*


A wonder of the world?




Everyone.



"I was thinking 'bout you the whole time"


Monday, 9th February
Yeay, ponteng kelas! Pastu takut nak pergi breakfast. Hihihi kut-kut la they have WANTED posters with our faces on it.

Packed, checked out, and mengangkut all our stuff, in the rain. Yes, it was pouring like nobody's business. So we decided to go to La Defense, and spend our day indoors while waiting for the rain to stop. "Rain rain go away, come again another day"

There! Grande Arc!


Our flight later that night was pleasant. Makan maggi! Maggi rocks my socks, not all the time, to be healthy! And we breathe in Glasgow's air again. Owh, Paris airport closed the next day. Lucky eyh? 


Paris was tiring yet enjoyable. Full of unexpected traveling experiences.


Note to future travelers of Paris:
1) Paris is full of bad drivers
2) Gare du Nord station is very dodgy at night. Even if you walk in groups.
3) Even so, it's always in your list of "Must Visit Cities"




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Needed Getaway


Wednesday, 21st January

Woke up at about half 10 (1 hour later than when I was suppose to. Not surprising) Mandi, siapkan rambut, and packed my last minute stuff into my trustworthy hand luggage. Walked to Queen St. Station, and beli ticket. £10???!!! for one way. 


Called up THINI when I got to Waverley Bridge in EDINBURGH, and she just knew there's a bridge called Waverley. Okayyy, haha. We met up, hugged tightly, screamed a bit, and headed for lunch. Sorta. It was at this place called something potato. Had potatoes with tuna and beans, scrumptious!! Penuh ok perut. Chatted and had a few catching up and headed back to her place at about 5-ish. 


Met her friend KIM, got ready to go out to Pub Golf. Had fun jalan-jalan, pub crawling, and went to Mood and spent the night at Thini's obviously.



Thursday, 22nd January

I don't really remember what happened in the morning, but I think I woke up late. Well everyone did. Owh yea, we had breakfast at McD's in ASDA, shopping a bit in ASDA and went back. Had dinner terus, and watch an Indonesia movie called Virgin. Thini passed out half way through, I proudly finished the movie with melted ice cream dah jadi whipped cream.



Friday, 23rd January

Woke up early and went to class. (=,=) Yes I went to class, TOTALLY unrelated to what I'm doing. I can't really doze of or the lecturer will get upset and tak pasal-pasal I'll be questioned. "Owh sorry, I'm not from this Uni, I just came here to see how you lecture, but since you're boring I dozed off." 


Went to the city centre in the evening, jalan-jalan sikit, and had Chinese New Year buffet dinner at China China? Met Ayi, apparently a senior from KYS, same house lagi tu. Sadly I don't remember him. Haha and also met Eddy, Rachel, Imran, Azim and a few other. 


Then some of us went out and spent the night in the city. Yes yes yes! Details should remain in Edinburgh. 


"I need my own time."



Saturday, 24th January

Good morning, Edinburgh. More like good afternoon. Lazy lazy day but had to get our asses up. Went out to have breakfast/lunch/brunch/wtf at Chocolate Soup. Healthy!! Had White Chocolate Caramel soup with carrot cake. Yummy-ness. 


Headed back to Thini's, freshen up, packed my things and went back to Waverley. We both had dinner at Pizza Hut (Owh some of them are called Pasta Hut now. Not a joke, apparently) Headed back to Glasgow at half 10 and arrived home safely like 10 to midnight. How it took that long, I have noooo idea. Balik je terus mampus. Not literally.



Edinburgh was a really nice place. Although tak jalan-jalan that much, I needed to breathe a non-Glasgow air. And it worked! It was good meeting old friends, and new ones too. 


THANKS ARTHINI! 


Had loads of fun, and yes, something to remember of. Weather was being really nice to me too! If I compare it to Glasgow, of course. There was sun everyday. Sangat jakun ok tengok matahari berhaba. Ok, merepeks. Cleared my mind, should be able to get a good kick-start for new semester. YES!


Alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah SWT, things are better now. 







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Subconscious

What you dream is what you want/think unconsciously. 

If that's the case, I have nooooo idea on what my dreams mean. So I googled like a dream analyzer, and found one. Which may or may not make you laugh. 


1) The Buaya Dream
Yes. The ever weird buaya dream.
 
I was sarat mengandung at that moment of time. Anak siapa jangan tanya. Dah lah sarat, I was happily shopping in One Utama. When suddenly, this HUGE CROC appeared in front of me. I can't exactly remember the eyes or mouth or TEETH with detail. What I know is that it's ABSOLUTELY HUGE! It was walking towards me, slowly. Step by step. Though each step looked like 10 to me! Somehow I knew it wanted to take me baby. So we walked away from it but it won't stop following. (We meaning me and a hubby figure. No idea who. Wanna take a shot?) 

So what we decided to do was go up the escalator. And buaya tu tak pandai naik escalator or was too huge. HAHA! But while we were going up, I could watch it walk away, almost looking like it has Plan B. I was terrified. 

We walked to this Rainforest part of OU, and saw bushes shaking, here and there. And saw its tail. It's POSITIVELY THERE! Aku pun pandai kan pergi cari the buaya. And when we finally gave up, I saw it. It turned into a BARNEY'S doll, small sized. So cute. BUT SO TAK MASUK AKAL!

I was curious on what it meant by me being pregnant being chased by a crocodile and what not. So I put in 'I was pregnant and a crocodile was hunting for my baby' in the dream analyzer. 
It says, on being pregnant, it means I need to pay more attention on my own needs. And when a crocodile comes in, I lack/have too much ability to hurt someone without regret or compassion. 

Hrmmm..


2) The 'Movie' Dream
This is where you are the third person in the dream, seeing your own self; like a cameraman in a movie. In this particular dream, I was the cameraman, AND the played as myself as well.

We were all gathered in a hotel for a certain special reception. Everyone dressed smartly, so handsome and so beautiful. The lighting was the typical orange light in the reception hall at a very grand hotel. I had all my important peers sitting with me at a round table. He was not sitting next to me. (Heck, I don't even know who sat next to me.) Instead, he sat right opposite of me. 

I could see him every time I put food in my mouth, drink, laughed out loud and somehow couldn't take my eyes away from him. He dressed very smartly, although rather simple for such an occasion. Somehow I felt a bond there, a special one. Like we haven't met for so many years, and that was our first time setting eyes on each other.

At one moment, everyone in our table was gone. Pergi mana I wouldn't know. Beronggeng ke, berdansa ke, catching up ke, you be creative on that, hehe. I was left there at the table, alone with him. I can hear my heart pounding on my chest as if saying "Get me outta here you bitch!" I know, stupid. He got up, and stood next to me, gave me his hand and asked me to go and take a walk outside at the corridor.

So we were walking and talking about God knows what. When suddenly we were queueing up for a ride. Yes, an actual ride like in fun fairs and all that. In our nice outfits, we got into the ride. Here, I was the cameraman. And I saw us sitting together, on the roller coaster ride. You got me, a roller coaster ride. The best part was, we were on SLOW MO. Colorful lights passed by quickly, but slowly. Our hair blown by the fast yet slow wind. And there it was, with no sound at all, I felt peaceful.   For real. 

We then walked along the waterfront in front of my flat in Glasgow. Magically went there I guess. And what happened after that was for me to know, and for you to find out. No, nothing cheeky damn it!

What the dream analyzer said:

Subconsciously, I would like to be closer to him. Which is true. Riding a roller coaster ride means that I was going through my ups and downs in real life, or just to show life can be unpredictable. While going it in slow mo, it only means I was subconsciously examining or enjoying the part of the dream. See, dalam mimpi pun I can slow things down like pressing 'Play in Slow Mo' on the control. 


At this one point, when I had my chicken pox, I was probably too bored sitting at home with nothing to do sampai mimpi macam-macam, every single night! Every time I wake up, I would cry or laugh at 5 in the morning and would see on MSN if Kimbu was online. So that I could tell him what a silly dream I had, or else I would forget about it every time I think of remembering. And he would tell me too lah of course. But mine was always sillier, if there's such word. 

Go ahead and try the dream analyzer, you could shock yourselves by how stupid it is, or how bluntly true it is.


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