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Bila tension tengok orang lain


Today suddenly had the urge to cook a proper dinner. Craved for ayam goreng halia ala-ala Kak Amy's cafe masa in KYS dulu. Ada la rasa sikit but not as good. Takda the fav 'sampah-sampah'. hehehe

I just washed my hair today. Tutup rambut pun still bau dapur jugak. Complain ni nampak sangat tak selalu duduk dapur, hahahah!

Hmm, bila dah tau tak selalu masak tu, terkejut pulak tgk kuali yang takdala lawa sangat, dah terkopek sini sana. It's the non-stick one I got from Ikea for £2 only, big enough to cook a lot of servings I must say. It was already spoiled before by my old flatmate, 'twas just a few scratches. But now it's a wreck! I almost cried.

My mug from NEXT pun ada pecah sikit. I only realized after a few days I bought it, guna pun baru sekali. Tak taula when exactly pecah. Haishhh.

Sigh. Clearly emotions tak stable lagi. Up and down macam yoyo.

Tadi masa lab pun merepek. Selalu it's me and kawan perempuan ni akan duduk tepi dan saksikan argument yang bukan sebenarnya argument antara dua jejaka yang bengong bin bangang. Sebelum start lab dah agak dah, kami berdua akan sama-sama cakap "I sense an argument coming". Memang pun! Mr A tetiba bengang pastu complain kepada kami pastu Mr B kata macam mana every thing's decided when dia takda cakap apa-apa pun? Dah kau duduk kat tepi tingkap cakap "I don't care I don't care" memang la jadi macam tu, pandai! HISH! Pastu tanya nak kena buat apa padahal masa orang tua tu explain kau duduk jauh-jauh. Nasib aku ni baik, explain jugak dekat kau hanya kerana aku unlucky dapat drug sebelah drug kau. HISH! Kawan perempuan aku pun gelakkan aku kerana stuck dengan jejaka bengong bin bangang itu dan lantas pandang slack kat laki tu. HUAHUAHUA. Nak gaduh tapi taknak bercakap dengan each other. So kami gadis2 terpaksa duduk di tengah2. Drama ok, drama. Nyampah aku budak2 ni!!

Minggu lepas lagi drama antara mister-mister ni! Haha tiba2 gossip kat sini plak kan. Wth. Nak kena mini-vacuum some cells ke apa ntah, pastu knowing Mr B ni bengong bin bangang bin biul. Dia dah tau dia tak tau apa-apa (that sounds confusing but that is it), pastu suka hati dia buat ni buat tu. Pastu pakcik demonstrator ni datang berlari2 dan menjerit "No no no no no nooo" betul2 sebelah telinga dia tapi dia masiiiiiiiiih sambung mem-vacuum macam takda effect langsung!!!!!!! Kami bertiga tak terkata. HABIS SPOIL! Pastu mula lah Mr A ni bengang. Dia vacuum cell semua orang cepat2, taruk whatever that's needed cepat2 pastu bla. DRAMAAA! Bukannya bitch drama, anjing drama. Asalkan results aku elok sudah.

Sigh, I should get my ice cream.

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Finally

I'm finally typing on my computer keyboard! No more touch touch blog blog through my phone. phewh. Thank you to Mr Takeng. *bukan taking ok.


Actually it's been awhile since it was fixed tapi macam so occupied. First week of semester is never a relaxing one for me. You'd think there would be no labs, classes won't start yet. But not for me. How lucky.

Rindu zaman matrix masa first week je sure semua malas nak pergi class. Towards end of semester pun malas jugak. Haha! Nasib.

Talking 'bout my dear laptop, masih responsible jadi lawn mower. But less worse I would say. Got a 'tingkap' 7. And it's working great! Except tak boleh guna iTunes. If not dia mula buat perangai. Sometimes it's a bit slow but I can manage and not ask her to work much. Games and pictures sempat di-save-kan. Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak mampus aku nak update my jewelry price list.

Talked to Mum just now. She spoke about her jewelry project with Izura. Terasa jealous pulak. I don't really have the time to do my jewelry. What a pity. I WANT TO DO JEWELRY! But she gave few ideas and I guess I have to start sooner or later. If not buat rugi duit je she bought all the stuff for me and goes through the trouble of giving me her 16 gauge copper wire, whereas I only need them to make lockets, she and Izura makes brooches. I'm still unsuccessful in making brooches but Mum gave me few ideas already. Will try when I have time.

Miss home, miss everyone back home, miss all the cats whether I've seen them or know them, or not. Miss friends, miss going out in the warm sun (not too much because sun dia tak friendly, panas melebih). Miss me love. Everyone seems busy, I feel left out. Or maybe I don't really keep in touch. Takpa lah if they say that 'bout me. I know my cousin Azrina understands me on that.

I'm seriously worried. My results are not out yet; I don't think I did well. I don't think I'll do well. Macam mana ni!!!! Strive strive strive. Dah 3rd year ok. What does it take for me to realise that I'll be done with all this soon, if and only if I do well. It doesn't need a rocket scientist to figure that out: DO WELL!!

Haven't heard from you for almost a week. I wonder if you realise that.

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The start of Summer


I have started work for 8 days now and since then, never have I ever slept past 12. It's tiring, my legs are literally giving up. BUT that was only for the first 2-3 days or so. Now I'm starting to get used to it. I'm unpaid, working voluntarily. For the first week I spent my time working at OPD (Out Patient Dispensing) where you give your prescriptions, take your number, wait, take your medicine and leave. 

You know how you go crazy and cranky over waiting too long for the medicine? Is 20 minutes long? WAITING for 20 minutes is long. Filling in for one prescription under 10 minutes is hectic. Well at first it was because I don't really recognize what is where and who is to get and who is not to get etc. Now I'm getting the hang of it and starting to like it. Maybe because there's always work to be done which also means lots and lots of experience gained, plus the people working there are really friendly. They are friendly, helpful, funny, everything except the bad. 

However, as they say, when I'm starting to memorize the places and what not and getting used to this, I'll be moving on to another unit. Tomorrow on Friday I'll be starting my In Patient or Ward Dispensing, on patients who are warded in the hospital. I have no idea how it will be like or if the environment is good or the staff and seniors are nice. So let's just cross our fingers and hope everything went well.

Hence at half 6 I get up and get ready. Half 7 the earliest (not the latest since we aren't always punctual. No no, aren't punctual at all!) I'll make a move to HUKM. If the traffic is nice I'll arrive 5 past 8, which means I'll be 5 minutes late. Hahaha if I have a punch card I will NEVER be early for work. HAHAHAHAH omgggg. I'll try to go early tomorrow. Then I work and won't be able to sit down until 1 or 2 pm and have my lunch break for one hour. After that I'll continue till 5 or so and head back home. By the time I arrive home it'll be almost 6. Lepak or jogging, depends on the weather and my energy level (read as will power), take my shower, dinner, lepak again by eating durian etc, and by 11 plus I'll be damn sleepy that I can't even read a book to study (kononnya).

I can only make plans on weekends which only means they are very limited. Pre-booking is essential and a must. :) Saturday kononnya for family only but it's hard. Sunday kononnya nak jumpa member and me love tapi sebab ramai sangat permintaan, sangat pening kepala, hahahaha. No lah, it's my own permintaan. I wanna meet everyone in one day, mana boleh kan. Takpalah. We'll see how it goes. Facebook is now up and running.

By the way, got my results dah. It's on a satisfactory level, not excellent. A big big bummer but Alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah, at least I passed my 2nd year and will be able to continue to 3rd year. 

I also received an email from the Uni. saying how I need like a statement from the police here. The reason is because I commited a murder. Haha no no. The reason is because I'm a UK resident for less than 5 years, so they need a statement proving I'm a Malaysian and that I go to UK to study bla bla bla. They need that because I'll be dealing with their beloved sick citizens at the hospital. 

Yes, I have a hospital pharmacy practical next year. Sigh, after having it here. It's ok, at least I have a little bit of experience. But of course the system will be a lot different compared to a more maju teknologi over here. *No sarcasm here, it's alllll serious.

So far this summer 'break', I've met most of my close friends, both from KYS and from Glasgow itself. Surprisingly, the only people I haven't met is family. I haven't met my cousins, most of my uncles and aunties, Tok Lang and Nek Lang, and everyone else. But I'll be meeting all of them soon during Hana's wedding. Seems like everyone of us from every part of the world will be coming back home for the wedding. If I were to be one of the wedded couples, I'd be so gladful. 

I'll be meeting those who are already married whom I don't even get to go to or even know how the spouses look like. I'll be meeting new born babies who are not even babies now. At least I know my own nephews. Azrina doesn't know I have a little 2nd nephew, padahal Ariz dah almost 3 years old. 

Also, I haven't been to the movies here yet. Nope. 

I haven't gone shopping yet (apart from going to the tailor). Nope. 

I haven't eaten satay yet. Nope. 

Most of my favourite earings are unpaired since most of their other halves are either lost while dancing or slipped behind the heavy study desk. Damn it. 

I have 3 kittens now namely Spencer, Emily and Daisy. All three are crazy crazy kittens. Now I don't think there would be cats named Belang, Batik or Comot since the kids' cartoons have names like James and what not. Nak panggil kucing Emily rasa macam panggil kawan je. So awkward and weird. 

Anyway, I'm craving for one gooooooooooood thing. 

Custard Pudding. 

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Days



60 days to my 'comeback' in Malaysia. Haha! Can't wait!

Meanwhile, I've been thinking on how to survive the hot blazing sun there. Even with the average 15 degree C here, I get drained so easily. Think think think! 

Here, I study. Back home later, I work. Plus the stress from the weather AND not forgetting the ridiculous traffic. Obstacles obstacles.

Some how I would like to think my summer 'vacay' later on would be a life turning point. I have no idea why but that is what I feel like. Let's anticipate on what is going to happen (or not). I feel a change waiting for me. Is that suppose to be good?

I have 3 weeks left till my end of term exam. And I'll be done by the 22nd next month, and HOORAY! We will party like no body's business. But for now, we (I) will study and read like how I should! LET'S GO!

Since no one has plans to go to Europe this year, I'll pass as well. Not looking forward to get tanned (or a more suitable word, burnt) over this summer. So the plan is to just stick to UK's entertainment and make a trip to Alton Tower. Please use the power of Google/Youtube for this if you wish.

I'M SO TIRED!

Peace yaw.



*Here's a little something something, waiting for me back home.




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