It's back
The lawn mower is back and I'm emotionally distressed over it!
Sigh, hurt my hand hitting the laptop too hard. T.T
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BE QUIET ALREADY!
My laptop has been misbehaving lately. If at another time, I could really tolerate with it. But not now, when all this stress is going on.
I don't know why but this noise just makes me a crazy person! I feel like I should be diagnosed with something! (damn these CNS lectures)
Maybe sebab habuk or ada something longgar ke apa ke, I don't knowwww.
You have no idea how sakit my right hand is right now for pukul-ing the poor laptop, with all my might I have to say. I even took my water bottle and hit the laptop numerous times. I carefully but surely toss it onto my bed or at worse times, onto the table. When I'm at loss I even hold my hands up to my ears and just cry.
The noise is just like the finishing touch, the cherry on top of my scoops and scoops of stress. And because of it, I fall over. I cry before I go to sleep. I abuse my own laptop. Because of a small thing. My goodness, I AM crazy. Aagh.
While all this is happening, while I was sobbing myself to sleep, there was even this particular thought in my head.
"If I were to be this impatient over a noisy laptop, and I smash it all over the place, I don't know how I'd handle my own kids." (If I'm lucky to get my own, of course).
Seriously, I just can't handle it!
What's doing my head in?
A couple of things:
The terrible weather
The cold I just caught and how inconvenient it is
The weeks that is left till winter break which are full of tests
The "read my mind, Imi" syndrome and the "I expect you to understand, Imi" syndrome.
I don't have time for such nonsense
Most importantly,
The fucking laptop that's making stupid fucking noises after 5 minutes of switching it on.
Yes, I've actually banged the laptop on the table due to frustration
THIS IS MUCH MUCH WORSE
THAN BEING ANXIOUS
BEFORE MY TESTS START!!
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