Is that how it feels like?

Everything is twisted now.

It's funny when you're looking from outside the window, or maybe up a hill, or from a high tower; and you see everything. And you can judge rightfully. Wouldn't you? Couldn't you?

And to witness everything being rightfully and wrongly treated; I can't say the feelings I have. A cocktail, yet again.

I can laugh because how foolish people can be.

I can pity them, how blind can they be?

I can ignore on how ignorant they can be.

I refuse to see on how they are given poison after giving honey.

I can even feel sick and disgusted.

On how things lurk around your fingers just the way you want them to. They are your slaves, your dolls.

They become what you've made them, spoiled them.

Yet. Who am i? A spectator of your magnificient play? You put up beautiful settings, nice magical curtains, grand chandeliers, polished windows and woven carpet.

And your dolls come in and took our right minds away. Makes me laugh at their silliness. Putting nice and also bitter words in their mouths. A beautiful, nasty storyline.

Or. Am I also a part of it? Feelings that I feel are a part of your play. The audience is in your hands as well?

Smart.

But not wise, mister.

Because you are no Creator.

God is.




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Pity

Nobody is perfect.

But pity those who doesn't know what's the truth and what is false.

I won't be mean. But for a friend, I'll laugh in your face like it's the last thing I do!

You'll see when the time comes..


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Ke tepi!


I don't know if that's the end of u.

But uve done me no use anymore.

And so I've put u aside, with an ultimately heavy heart despite the sad ending we had.

For now, I'm blogging from my phone. How 'great' ada ciptaan mcm ni.

Farewell for now, 2 year old laptop.


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Lesson


Walaupun 85% success rate setiap kali study last minute, jangan percaya 100% kerana ada 15% lagi. :)

December was no joke. 
Four days into the new year is even nonsensical. To the max.

Although not observant, things can be seen when it's obvious. Even a blind man can sense. 

How do I put it nicely? Benda-benda yang you think is fictional actually happens in real life! And how lucky I am to not be a victim, but a witness. Wait, ada jugak jadi mangsa but I don't give a Joule

For all sorts of matter that is BEYOND ridiculous...

Nasib baik makhluk-makhluk Tuhan tersebut kerana I'm considered as a person yang forgiving la katakan. As long as it doesn't reach beyond limits, then talking behind me won't affect me. Better be a man than a mouse and just plainly man up and come up front, right? 

Not praising myself but judging from these insane happenings, reactions would vary. 
One is forgiving, another dwelling, and most crucially explosion
Which are you? Not from what you think you are, from what you've actually done.

I would understand why statements and tuduhan(s) of me (and loads and loads of people I care around me) would come out from those mouths. If I were them I would probably do the same, no kidding.

And that is what God is showing to me, to us, to everyone. Other people's experience is a lesson for others. We learn from each other.

If and when such events were to happen to us, 
investigate, investigate and investigate. 

If you say it doesn't bother you and couldn't be bothered to waste your time researching your ass out, 
then act like so. 

Never dwell especially on things you don't even know true or not, 
or everyone would think you're a psycho, especially those who know better. Tak ke malu?

Especially when you're saying you're at a better level, reflect what you're saying,
and are you really better? 

I'm sick and actually surprised, a cocktail of emotions, that all sorts and types of human being with different backgrounds and education and well-being etc. would actually end up doing the same ol' dirt. Talking 'bout other people behind their backs. I admit I've done them. Name it. Back in primary, high school, in college, in Uni, here. Just name it. You're a really, ultimately, a good person if you haven't. 

Just mentioning this generally, it could be about myself. Bak kata Mummy, "Terang tang tang!!!" :)) Harus ada sound effect.... I miss Mum.

Take it with a pinch of salt. No one knows what's the naked truth.

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No more Gordon the Fat Cat. :(

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